She asked me that while looking in my eyes
I said I do only to sound sort of wise.
I went back to look and nothing made sense
So badly i wanted to give this love a chance.
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She told me my stories frightened her,
she thought they classified a pattern.
I wanted only her appeal to a passion,
a heartfelt solution to her indecision.
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Seems our lives are easily triggered
that noticeable desire deferred
Seems only now can we appreciate
the very love we so quickly negate.
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I wanted her to know my love is true
Instead we cascaded deep into a blue.