Lost in thought
feeling the ache
of insomnia,
wondering what
may lay ahead.
This place is familiar
holds me close
speaks of all those moments,
trying to find
some solace some
purpose.
My body tired
my mind at full speed,
unable to
find a balance in
between the two.
Instead,
I lounge in bed.
Let my thoughts
run away with me,
so many ifs,
so many
I wonders, for
so many
years I’ve traveled
the same path.
The middle of the night
eyes open.
It’s times like this
I don’t know how
I can start a new day.