Internal Battle

I really want to say,

well there is no other way,

fuck all this pain,

this drive to learn a way.

Seems inside my mind,

I’m always second-guessing,

and when I ask a person nearby,

they seem to know not what to say,

instead I think they go about their own

sort of trying to find an angle,

what it is we would all like to say,

without landing ourselves alone,

every day.